I'm a little lost right now. In diabetes. In life. In everything.
Does being lost come with being a teenager? I hope so.
My blood sugars have been all over the place, which probably adds to my emotions. I've been trying. Really really hard. But I'm still lost with what to do with diabetes.
If someone asked me to explain my life right now I would say something along the lines of "I get up, do what I need to do to survive, go to sleep and repeat." I wouldn't say I'm depressed. I'm more of just here. Just trying to find my way through these tough teenage years, doing the best I can, and still not feeling good enough.
There's things I'm looking forward to this month. My birthday. My trip to Utah to see my best friends. Great things. But they're so far away and I'm struggling to hang on until those exciting things get here.
So for now, please excuse my absence from the diabetes online community. I try to be present as much as possible but I am so busy. Busy trying figure out this thing called life. And it isn't easy.
Have an awesome week, everyone!
"Does being lost come with being a teenager?" Yes, it does. It gets better. (Yet, in adulthood, we yearn for those days when we were a teen and felt like we didn't have a care in the world. Go figure). But it does get easier - I promise. Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteTo echo Scott, hang in there. I remember feeling lost, diabetes-wise especially, when I was your age. Keep telling yourself that you're stronger than you realize. Keep trying to find the happiness in every situation. You can do this.
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