Birthday Wishes

I've celebrated five birthdays with type one diabetes. Every year there is a cake with candles. Everyone says "Okay, make a wish and blow out your candles!" In those five years I have never wished for a cure for diabetes. I'm not sure why. And I'm not sure why it seems so important to me now. Maybe it's because I'm just getting into the DOC (diabetes online community) or maybe it's because D is becoming an even bigger part of my life now that I'm getting older. Maybe this year I'll wish for a cure, but probably not. When I'm celebrating my birthday I hope diabetes isn't in the back of my mind. I hope I'm not thinking about it so much that I want to wish for a cure. Sure, I wish there was a cure for T1 D, but is it really worth it to use my once a year birthday wish on that? I get tired of D a lot, I get burnt out and sometimes I just wanna give up. But lately, D had been pretty easy for me (knock on wood). So, here's hoping for a cure, but not wishing for one- with my one birthday wish, that is.